Answere me...!!

A girl ask me manything that been happen in her life.
She asked.."please tell me..what thing can be more worse than me...??!! You know..??!! when I still a little girl my parents got devorce..I can accept that. I must live only with my mother..I can accept that. And than my mother go to a very far place and live me with my father...I can accept that. I thought..at least I still have father, brothers and sister. Even it's not complet for I said that I have "family". Next..my parent got married with someone else...I can accept that. After married, my mother gone for along time, no contact..I can accept that. People surround me looked me as a very poor, hopless girl...I can accept that. And my parents got devorce again...I can accept that.
For very long time until I grow up..I always try to accept those thing. Pretend that's nothing happened and go as wind blow. But I know deep inside my heart..it's only my ways to fool my world. I confesed my self that I won't be blame them for what might be happen to me. I try to make me trust my self that I'm stronger that everyone else in this world. That I won't down. That I won't let anyone hurt me. When I was in college, I found one of my family live in freesex way. She married without tell anyone in her family. In the end I saw her do that "thing" and make me very discuss. Twice..I found her twice. It's broke my heart and make me very down. I can't accept that...I can not. I almost died that time. But I still have one brother who make me spirit and hope. I through the day in religius way with him. Even the tragedi before still hunted my life. But I'm stronger. I tell that over and over time to my self.
Don't know why..everything change..including my brother...He found someone that he believe that he loved. But it's make him become stranger for me. He never speak with me again. I know that he know that I won't like if I know he have someone. I tell him and become and silent so he know that I know and I mad with him and with that reliationship. But he keep go on. He don't care with me again. More worse that girl is not moslem. I feel that I'm in the very darkest place. One by one..people I know and I hope can live in islam gone. I don't have anyone for share now. I fell that I'm fictive person. It's not me...I don't know where am I. This fictive person take control me..I always pretend that nothing happen with me. Sometime when I wake up..I hope that I lost my memory and forgot every people I know. I wanna run as far I can so they won't see me but I still can see them for knowing is they have feeling that I had been ever life in they life..?! is they have think that I'm important family members or I just like coin 5 rupiah..?? no value. Is they need me just like how I need them as my family..?! or I just unworthed person for them..??
Thing I sure about me now that I got confused but I don't know what thing make me feel that.
I wanna run, hide, forgot, lose my memory, rest for ever. I fell suck but I don't know am I feel suck with my activities, my tragedy or my entire life..?! Is what I'm now is my real I am or just a shadow or unexist person..?!"

Well, that's that girl story that she been told or asked with me. I don't have word to say. I can say that she is very weakness person but I don't know what I when I'm in her position.

Thank you...hope